tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227945636407573872.post1642093500815646638..comments2024-02-11T23:03:48.418-08:00Comments on torthúil: #Microblog Monday: Emotional sinkholestorthúilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07738803052167620020noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227945636407573872.post-11754616415238790202017-04-20T18:46:56.194-07:002017-04-20T18:46:56.194-07:00Yes, I think there is an element of lying hoping t...Yes, I think there is an element of lying hoping to be ok. Sort of complicated by the fact I really am on a lot of the time.....but also there are these times of feeling lost and like things aren't like they should be. It did help to write about it because I could be honest about describing the feelings and not have to talk about tangential things or explain them away. Thanks for reading.torthúilhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07738803052167620020noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227945636407573872.post-59700057735288868042017-04-20T18:41:59.388-07:002017-04-20T18:41:59.388-07:00Thanks! Yes, lots of second guessing. It gets exha...Thanks! Yes, lots of second guessing. It gets exhausting.torthúilhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07738803052167620020noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227945636407573872.post-25434137608434685832017-04-20T18:41:20.074-07:002017-04-20T18:41:20.074-07:00Ok! Thanks for the encouragement. It's hardest...Ok! Thanks for the encouragement. It's hardest to write about these slippery shifting feelings.torthúilhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07738803052167620020noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227945636407573872.post-31574432391164080022017-04-18T17:14:00.662-07:002017-04-18T17:14:00.662-07:00Yes. Sinkholes are terrifying. You think that the ...Yes. Sinkholes are terrifying. You think that the ground is this solid thing that holds everything up, and then it whoosh disappears beneath you into a bottomless pit. I'm so sorry you're feeling this way, because it is very unsettling. I hope it doesn't last, that it's just this time of transition, but it's a terrible way to feel. That is how I've explained how I got to this crisis point myself-- I feel like I've been lying to myself, and so to everyone around me as well but not maliciously, because I wanted to be okay when I wasn't. It's tiring. I get the dangerous words, too. Not the reasons behind them for you, but I am thinking of you and hoping this passes. I hope writing about it and processing it and acknowledging it helps. Jesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15868505568965284742noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227945636407573872.post-8489326372305364782017-04-18T13:51:53.601-07:002017-04-18T13:51:53.601-07:00I hate this feeling of second-guessing yourself ov...I hate this feeling of second-guessing yourself over details that are true. I also found it happens during a period of transition or one of great unrest. May you find firmer ground soon.Cristyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04317873211902543387noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227945636407573872.post-75229862908416464232017-04-18T12:32:11.793-07:002017-04-18T12:32:11.793-07:00Whoa... that is such an interesting description: s...Whoa... that is such an interesting description: sinkhole. I would love to hear more about this -- maybe writing about it could help you over this stage, too.Lollipop Goldsteinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01020874415819057995noreply@blogger.com