I'm bleeding heavily now. I know this is the end of it. (Update: actually it wasn't....see here and here and here)
At the Urgent Care today, one of the nurses said I just have to trust my body. My body knows what to do. She is right; I just have to trust my body.
I don't want to think of anything. I just want Mr. Turtle to hold me and let the tears come when they have to.
Thank you for your support, and for sharing in those few days of happiness. I wish this wasn't so hard. For me, for everyone.
I'll update when I can.
With love, Turtle