Anyway. We are at a turning point/checkmate/stalemate (I can't metaphor right now) with regards to trying to conceive #2. I'm not feeling very optimistic at this point, not going to lie. But optimistic or not, we still have to decide to do something, or nothing, which is still a decision.
We have completed our 4 cycles of Clomid, 100mcg. No pregnancy achieved. According to progesterone levels, I ovulated the first three cycles (levels were 11.3, 18.9 and 22.1 respectively). All 3 ovulatory cycles had a relatively short luteal phase, according to the charts I kept (about 9 or 10 days). Other than that though I was encouraged to see my charts looking mostly the way they are supposed to for a fertile person. My temperature was low prior to ovulation, then rose, with the highest point about 7 days after ovulation. From there it would plummet. I had one or at most two positive OPK's in each cycle (I stopped testing after BBT rise).
I did not ovulate on the fourth cycle. I didn't ask the number for this one. My BBT chart is basically flat and low, no temperature rise. I had positive OPKs starting day 9. They were positive for about eight days, went negative for three, went positive again. I have never had this happen before. I finally gave up because it was too frustrating. I had various kinds of cervical mucus throughout, some of which looked fertile but as previously noted there was no evidence of ovulation at any point. This cycle lasted for 34 days and finally ended with what looks like a pretty normal period. I was glad that I at least did not need to use the Prometrium to induce a period which wasn't something I wasn't anxious to do. I am now unmedicated for the first time since October. What I notice so far is that my BBT (follicular phase) is lower by 3-4 tenths of a degree than it was when I was taking the Clomid. (I didn't chart prior to taking Clomid so no idea what it was before).
We have the follow up appointment with Dr. Cotter this Thursday. I'm trying to think of what I should ask her / talk about. I don't know if we will be offered any treatment options after Clomid. Maybe she will interpret my 3 ovulatory cycles positively and be willing to try something else, maybe not. I'm also so busy this month I haven't had much time to research or think about things, and it's still hard to think past the disappointment.
From the little I've had the time to read, here are some possibilities I found for when Clomid doesn't work:
- Keep trying Clomid at same or higher dose (we were given four cycles, but surveying the internet I see that some people have had it prescribed for up to a year ...!!!... )
- Clomid with a trigger shot
- Go off Clomid, go unmedicated or take birth control pills for a couple of cycles, try again with Clomid
- "Injectibles" - not totally sure what those are....needles??
- IUI (we were not previously considered candidates for this because of male fertility issues)
We will also get the results of Mr. Turtle's latest semen analysis. I mainly focus on the female side on the blog, because it's easiest to write about myself, but we are a double infertility diagnosis. So that could be very important information going forward.
I haven't officially been given the results of my salinohysterogram, either, but unofficially I was told everything looked good and I had follicles growing.
I plan to ask if there are any negative side effects to continuing to take DHEA/COQ10 and if not whether Dr. Cotter can refill my prescription for that. I don't feel terribly hopeful right now about "trying naturally." But neither do I feel ready to make the decision to stop.
There is also the donor egg option. Since I wrote this post and this post, donor egg IVF has not become any more appealing to me. I definitely don't have the desire to start that process right away; at the same time I can't yet shelve it permanently.
I took the day off of the appointment. I wish I could spend it relaxing, but I will be busy with individual program plans and report cards which are due this month. The nicest thing I can probably do for myself is get that work done so I don't have to do it on the weekend.
Any ideas to kick start my tired thought process are welcome!!